Sunday, February 24, 2008
First things first. I'm feeling so much better now. HAHAHAA.
Oh.. Jos, Amd and I were on our way to cityhall from Hannah's house. Then Jos realised that there was this Indian guy 40 odd years old? In short, some bloody old faggot la. HAHA. He kept staring at us lo. Then Joseph was telling me how he realised that guy kept looking at us. Then I told Amd must be see us too hot. LOL. Anyway, when we reached cityhall, he asked me aside and said he has smth to tell me. He was the typical act gangster kinda person. Pointed his finger and me and started accusing me of badmouthing him? I asked him what was his problem la. Obviously. Then Jos and Amd came over and he insisted Jos badmouth him. WTH. If not for the fact it was at the MRT station and in full view of the public and the three of us did not want to kick up a fuss, we turned and walked away before he finished.
I was already tired after nearly a whole day out and this asshole had to make it worse. Amd was like irritated and Joseph was completely stunned. HAHA. Anyway, after Hannah's house we went to eat soup spoon. UBER NICE. we wanted to have that for lunch but due to lack of seats we ended up having Thai Express for lunch.
I need to say this before I die of keepin it in.
Smth changed my perspective la. Things that I used to think is okay and is possible I now feel like its not entirely right. In certain aspects of life there shld be no room for compromise. Be yourself and stay true to yourself. I do not want anyone to make a drastic change for me, nor will I make a drastic change to accomodate anyone. For most of you, I only told bit part of the story and I'll try clear things up la. I hope if you guys see where I'm coming from, you'll know what I mean by its better this way. I'm not saying whoever is bad or what but we just cant click. I used to think compromise is ok, that its normal to be so accomodating. But like I've said, smth changed my thinking and I'm grateful that its now. Better now than couple of months down the road I guess. Its inevitable that everyone has to compromise alittle here and there. But such a big compromise? I do not think it'll do us good in the long run. Looking at the kind of environment we're in, its hard to keep your identity and be yourself. However, its harder being someone you're not.
There's so much I want to and can say but I'll take up alot more time of yours then I should. So yeahh.
Enjoy your week ahead..
fishy* ><>
