Love is a promise, love is a souvenir, once given, never forgotten,
never let it disappear.
There is always some madness in love.
But there is also always some reason in madness.
I have learned not to worry about love;
But to honor its coming with all my heart.
Accept the things to which fate binds you,
and love the people with whom fate brings you together,
but do so with all your heart.

Amanda gave me this. NO NO she didn't conjure it up herself.
She found it on some website and yeah cut and paste.
She ain't that smart you know. HAHA.
BUT she's nice afterall. Listening to my complaints and everything.
oh ya. which reminds me.
Today during youth, amd led worship.
Got one part of a song everyone sang flat at the first verse.
So second verse I tried to sing higher but hor I got so confused by other ppls pitch
I went super flat myself. paiseh paiseh.

Well, that kinda gives me an answer to my confusion. temporarily anyway.

Instead of like not giving myself and others a chance, maybe I should change my mentality?
I still love her. But maybe I won't close up that much by totally rejecting any feelings or what la. xD yep.