Hahaha. Back to school after a weekend break. HAHA.
Had microbiology prac today la. Then teacher pair us up. Some people (guy/girl) looked liek such a cute couple if ever were they together.

Anyway. this brings me to what I wanna say today.
I feel weird over alot of things. I mean I dunno what to makeout of certain things. I'm not gay so naturally like any other guy Iam interested in girls. If I was a girl then I'd say I am interested in a guy, but thats a whole different story. LOL.

Back to the point. SO I kinda had feelings for a GIRL (not gay) ^^
But I dunno what to make of it. Like Hanson said, how much am I willing to risk to get this relationship? He added on to my initial fears that if I tried letting the person know how I felt, the friendship may be gone. Well, I really didn't know how to answer. Cos I am willing to risk alot, but am not willing to risk our friendship. Which is quite a big thing.

But then again like I said in an earlier post I am confused. Its till now that I realised, a woman's mind is more complicated than I thought. Just when I thought I figured it out. Something changed. HAHA. well. its like that. I was seriously so troubled la. To the extent of wanting to like just forget the whole thing. So I did alot of talking to myself. I was like. "Okay, Since everything is as it is, I should just..." and I couldn't complete the sentence.

Someone asked me to focus on her weakness, which I clearly did not do. That's like so superficial. I mean if I could forget or give up that easily, I don't think I really love her eh? Don't you think?

For now, I'll just let nature take its course and we'll see how. xD
(In a more laid back mood) I hope I can get a mummy for my daughters and a sis-in-law for my sisters.


AH whatever. I go watch tv liao.

Either way people, LOVE ME ^^
WAHAHHHAHAA.

someone PLEASE jio me out play pool !